I've Got a Feeling About Feelings

Just one of those lazy days when we want to stay home

and everything we could've seen out there stays unknown

it's okay because no one will see us crying

as we have every day thoughts of dying.

Why can't we live like robots and don't have any feelings.

Nothing in this world was even worth stealing

Just to be perfect and not be tired when waking up every morning.

I'll tell you why, because perfect can be boring.

If we didn't have any feelings then how could we love each other?

Have the feelings we have for one another.

Never have butterflies we get from crushes

and if nothing was worth stealing, nothing would be precious.

Feelings aren't so bad after all unless they're bad

but the same feelings don't last forever,

so go out there and show the world what you're about

have fun, live life, it's time to get out.

- Pauline Pau

My Empty Heart

Why have you left me here?

I stand in this darkness all alone,

I thought you would take away my fears

but now they have just grown.

You hold the key to my heart and soul

but so easily, you've let it go.

When will you hold out your hand for me?

Please don't let me drown in this sea.

What's this crazy word called "love"

all I know is that it's from the angels above.

They're the only ones that can help me

You're just the one that won't save me.

When can I be happy again?

Why do I still have to pretend?

You taught me everything I know today

but then we went out separate ways

Will I be able to see you anymore

or are you gone forever when you walked out the door.

You don't even hear me screaming your name

I've gone so far, but now I have too much pain.

- Pauline Pau

Life on This Earth

You can follow your dreams

but when will you follow the leader?

Which side are you on?

Are you an angel, are you a saint, are you a BELIEVER?

We live in a world that's so cold and confusing,

is this life real, or is it just an illusion.

We have a reason to scream, we have a reason to shout

with all of the things we may get angry about.

Just to sum it all up, we live then we die

It doesn't really matter because we'll always have the special someone by our side

the one that will wipe the tears from your eyes.

Give life a chance while you have the time,

open those doors that you've always hid behind.

- Pauline Pau

Sometimes You Have to Let it Go

Has anyone ever said something to you, that made you feel bad about yourself?

Sometimes even sick about yourself?

You feel like you're not good enough?

I think we've all had that experience,

when people bring you down.

You can't keep on worrying about yourself because of what that person said.

If they said something to purposely hurt your feelings,

you know that's when they're just bringing you down so they can bring themselves up.

It's so easy to say, "I don't care."

The truth is, we all care.

If we truly didn't care, then we wouldn't even think twice about what the person said,

we wouldn't have a reaction towards it,

and we would act as if we never even heard it.

Unfortunately, words don't always go through one ear and just come out of the other.

It's so easy to judge people based on their looks, and we've all judged before.

When it gets to the point that the person tells you in front of your face things such as,

"You're so ugly."

"You're fat, you need to lose weight!"

"Why is your nose so big?"

Sometimes it's better to let it go,

it may be hard for some people,

but eventually the person will stop bothering you and telling you those things,

unless they really don't like themselves because they just love making themselves feel better.

It's easier to fight back and yell at them,

but you really don't want to waste a time in your life with stress, do you?

I'll be honest, I like telling people off when they judge me based on my looks,

but I know that I don't want to be wasting my time doing that, when I could be doing something else that's useful.

It's hard to ignore, but it's not what's harder to do,

it's what's better to do.