Flashback

You never need to worry about anyone else.
Just remember to always stay true to yourself.
Fuck the rest if they bring you down.
They'll suffocate your lungs and watch you drown.

A world full of people, hatred at the most.
You don't want to be the prey, but they'll stay the host.
Always counting sheeps, but you can never fall asleep.
God gives you a promise for a better tomorrow and that promise is for you to keep.

Don't just brush your shoulders, gotta make sure they stay clean.
The higher the hopes, the bigger the dream.
The thinner the slopes, the more to be seen.

- Pauline Pau

Beautiful Words For Beautiful Eyes

Do you know about the sparkles in your eyes?
Oh, how they fill the starry skies.
Oh, how they just look so damn divine.
I take a look for a second, and I get lost like in a maze.
They were only made to amaze.
And now I'm lost for words.

*Do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do!*
*Do, do, do, do, do, do, ooh, ooh, hoo...*

I've been searching for you for oh so long.
The words you speak is my favorite song.
You're my sunshine in the mornings,
my favorite umbrella when it's pouring.
Or the shiny cloud in the sky when it's storming.

You know this song was written only for you.
Oh darling, how I wish that you knew.
I didn't know my days could ever be so bright.
Or how the moon could shine so much in the night.

*fa la la la la la, la la la*
*la la la la*
*fa la la la la la, la la la, fa la la...*

Won't you please stay for just a while.
Oh, how I love to see your smile.
How you laugh and the silly things that you say.
You know that it all takes my breath away.
If you need me, I promise I'll be here, just call me any time at any day.

- Pauline Pau

Love/Hate

He'd walk through the cold nights; she would catch him from his fear of heights.

He'd infrequently tell her lies; she would erase his name from the skies.

He'd spill his heart out on the letters; she would be with him if he was under the weather.

He'd dishearten her and make her cry; she would departure, soar and fly,

but any day, he would take the bullet and die.

- Pauline

Beloved

"Does he truly love with his stain heart?
Has it been hurt too many times;
his tears become the misleading lady's art.

Bless him who loves with only his eyes and mind.
True love has been merciless to find.
He only aches from the lies.
His heart deteriorated by the foxes in disguise."

- Pauline Pau

Live Happy

I never thought Heaven could be so sad.
Crying and crying all the tears that they had.
You're feeling under the weather?
I'll find a way to make your day brighter and better.
You know I hate seeing you cry.
Lets catch a plane and fly through this dark sky.
We can go where ever you want to go.
From the United States to Tokyo.
We can even take the train,
to your favorite place where it doesn't rain.
I know it won't always be the same, people change,
but I'll be here forever, just say my name.

I'll have the shoulder that you can cry on
'till all the tears that you shed is gone
Lets forget about the past and make future plans,
if you're happy, then you can be sure that I am.

- Pauline Pau

Only Meant to be Friends

This is the first song I've wrote... the others I would only think as poetry, but not entirely lyrics.


From the first day we met,
I look into those eyes.
And they take away my breath each and every time.
I always thought and wondered. "why, why, why?"
At this time.
I thought I was close, but now I know
I surely was not.
Hey, isn't that just so easy to see?
I really gave my all for nothing.
Now I hope you're truly happy with her.

Please don't take her hand.
'Cause it should be me right next to you.
Now I ask why we even met.
If we didn't then I would never be so sad.
Every day and every night with you on my mind.
But I start to only see her,
the one you truly love.

I must be good at hiding my real feelings.
You've always talked just like a friend.
If you knew how I really felt, I wonder
what might happen then,
but I don't want to ruin anything and take that chance.
Counting your steps as you walk towards me,
but you ought to know that just a smile and wave
is more than enough for me.

- Pauline Pau

Dreams and Reality Don't Match

So amazing, I was in awe,
when I looked into those eyes, I couldn't believe what I saw.
Someone so humble, so sweet, and so free.
I hope you don't mind if I give you the key--
the key to my heart and soul.
You know that it's yours forever to hold.

I never thought I could feel so in love,
how was it when you left the place from above?
Real talk, you're the one God sent me.
It was true when they told us we were meant to be.

L-O-V-E, you put meaning into that word.
Mesmerized by your voice whenever it's heard.
You take away my worries and fears,
especially if you're around or near.

Life is a fairytale, doesn't always end in a happy ending.
To be my friend is what you're only pending.

- Pauline Pau

Ring Around the Rosy

How could it be?
That when I said "you're the only one for me."
You had already left, why didn't I see.
Since the start, through those opaque, deceiving eyes.
All that you said were only lies.
How could it be that it took me so long just to realize.

I didn't even encourage what other people had to say.
As I kept on drifting and drifting away.
Closer to you, farther from them.
You're like the flower, I'm the stem.
Holding onto you for far too long.
I thought I was right, but in the end, always wrong.

As I sing...
[Ring around the rosy, A pocket full of posies,
Ashes! Ashes! We all fall down!]
Again, as every tear that is shed, I will still sing..
[Ring around the rosy, A pocket full of posies,
Ashes! Ashes! We all fall down!]

- Pauline Pau

Surgery Doesn't Hurt

Did you put me on top of the world?
Just so you could crush me to the ground.
You make me feel like just another face in the crowd.
You don't even speak, but yet, you're so loud.
That voice running through my head,
ignoring everything else all those people have said.
Just like losing your sight, I was blind,
but now, I can always say,
"you're mine, you're mine, you're mine."
From the moment I cut both our hearts out,
just so you could be with me forever.
I donated my heart to save another life.
And so then, yours could be mine.

- Pauline Pau